Thursday, June 5, 2008

LIfe is Short


I know that we are put on this Earth for a reason, and as I'm going through school studying English, I'm wondering to myself, whats the reasoning behind it. Throughout the years I've been the singer, the musician. I thought that this was my calling in life. Did I think wrong? Why am I here in Houston, Texas of all places, getting my degree in English? What can I do with that, besides the obvious, being a teacher? I feel like I'm wasting time, but I know that God has his reasons for making me yearn for this subject. I just wish I knew what I was suppose to be doing. My mom went through the same thing when she was on her path of becoming a teacher. I can't count the number of times that I saw her crying and praying for answers, for the reason. I can't say that I've been much different. Constantly, I wonder, and ask for answers. Instead I just have that feeling in the back of my mind and in my heart to continue and do well. I guess my point is, life is short. Stop looking for the reasons. What happens is what is suppose to happen. We only have but a second on this earth before we are gone. We are like cut flowers; we are slowly withering away. This is why I stress that we must live each day to its fullest, or at least try to. Don't worry about what the next day brings. Enjoy every moment you spend here. Look at it like a blessing. Look at each moment like it could be your last.